Tomorrow would have been Katie's 4th birthday. According to the way things are done here in Dutchlandshire, her first day at school would have been the day after that - this thursday... Tomorrow will be extra strange too, because for various reasons both kids will be at nursery whilst I have a day off. Given Josh seems to be going down the same route as Daniel with multiple ear infections & therefore has pretty much stopped sleeping for the last 3 weeks, I plan to spend most of the day asleep. I also have to go the opticians. My glasses are now 4 years old & falling apart.
So weird to think that, had things gone a little differently, I would now be the mother of a schoolgirl.
After nearly a year of nothing interesting at all to do I finally had a big exciting project to occupy by time at work - right up until it got cancelled yesterday.
Feeling pretty flat, it must be said, and quite a bit sorry for myself today.
love C. xxx